6.16.2004

I took a few steps out of the school... and then it kinda hit me.

Holy shit. School's out.


A whole year, it's over. All gone, said and done. Wow. I never really thought I'd make it this far, so quickly too. The whole year sorta flew by, and I feel happy that I took advantage of the opportunities and advantages I had, because if I didn't the chance would probably not come... what the fuck am I talking about?

Anyways, while I think it's great that the year's over, I can't help but feeling a little empty inside. I can't help it, because I know, that with the year ending, and the summer vacation on the horizon, I'll be losing one thing.
Friends. And no, not the sitcom.

See, I live an ungodly distance away from the people I hold close. Anywhere from 5+ metro stops, to 5+ rest stops, I'm a great distance away from a lot of my best friends.
Oh, sure, it's me being all melodramatic and drama queening now... but it's true, really. I came to school, much less because I wanted to do work, but really because I wanted to see my friends. It was really the only place where I could see them all at once. It's so convenient!

Anyways... I'm gonna miss the feeling of waking up with a purpose. Waking up early to get things ready, waking up to go to school and do things crazier than the day before... it's a feeling I liked. Not in a masochistic way, but like... it's a feeling I got accustomed to. I got used to it, and it became a filthy habit that I enjoyed. Maybe that's why I want a job. Something to fill that space.

I shouldn't be listening to Radiohead.

No gimicky recap of year events, no list of crushes, no list of liked people... Not this time. I don't feel like being so sharing now. Partly because the list isn't really worth it, it's not that long, and I'm not willing to say.

This is for any of my friends reading this:
Evil Dead: The Musical is coming to Montreal all of next July. And I wanted to know if anyone wanted to go see it with me. Trust me, it'd kick ass. A lot of ass. I mean it.

And secondly, I'm itching to see Kill Bill: Vol. 2 sometime before it's out on DVD. I'm going alone if no one speaks up, but please, don't let me suffer that fate.
Enough attention whoring.

If you see me on report card pickup day, sign my yearbook please!

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