What in the bloody fuck?

I leave for a week, and I find my tagboard all what the fuck. Really, I've been watching what's been going on.... seriously now.
And "Name", whoever you are, please, just tell us who you are. I really don't mind you being around too much (anymore), but I'd appreciate it if you just told us who you are. kthnx.

Anyways. I have an exam tomorrow for Geography. I have this feeling I'll fuck up and fail, or at the very least, get a 60. I've studied and all, but I have trouble remembering things for topics which I find uninteresting. As much as I'd like to think it'd fun and exciting... it's not.

Coupled with the fact that I've felt like shit lately, it doesn't mix well. I spent a few nights thinking to myself, about... well... my wellbeing. I've realized that I'm a mess inside. I have a lot of trouble expressing myself. I can tell others how I feel about things, but I can never actually say how I feel. I never find it easy to say much about my mood. I have long bouts of feeling down and I don't find it too easy to bring myself back up. It really sucks for me, especially since I'm able to post it all here, but I'm almost never able to speak out. Really... this is just bottling up everything.
I also have a lot of pent-up rage in me. I'm not planning to let it out destructively anytime soon. I am fused just in case I blow out. (<-Obscure song reference!)

I'm done for today.
Thanks for listening, to...
...the only person that calls.
...the one person who's almost always there.
And... that's pretty much it, I think.