Today's really just another day for me. I mean it. I used to do things today. My aunt and uncle used to do things for today, but for like 3 years now, it's really been uneventful.
I'm trying not to swear but I really just want to fucking blow up. It kinda kills to know that everyone else is having some sort of eventful day, while I'm at home, doing nothing. I was offered the chance to do something, but I turned it down. I woulda said yes, but today's one of those family sort of things. I'm not saying that I didn't want to go. No, it's not that. I decided to turn it down because I suppose I'd rather be with my family.
Anyways, yeah. This'll probably be the longest post I make this year, save for the letter. Oh, I'm sure all you readers remember that. That was definitely something.
Even though I'm not doing anything, I wanna try to stay up all night. I'm probably going to end up sleeping, but whatever. I still wanna try.
So yeah, I sorta lost the whole point of Christmas New Year's. I mean, I haven't really celebrated it since... oh, 2000.
Whatever, fuck, I mean, I still got... NOTHING! Lying to myself again.
stuff.

Anyways, just to cause some commotion in my life, to give myself something to do,

I'm gonna post some confessions. Some interesting things which could cause a stir.

- I like Erin S. Slipped her a note telling her, not sure if she's read it. I wanna call her but I don't have the willpower to. I should, though, I mean, what's one more rejection?
- I used 160 caps for a cap gun within the span of three days.
- I almost killed my fingers playing guitar for nearly 3 hours, only taking two 15 minute breaks in between. Kinda stupid, but hey! :D
- I have trouble letting go. Expected an explanation? Sorry. Not this time. Not even if you ask.

And now, some things I wanted to do but didn't.
- I wanted to make a movie over the holiday, but never got the time to. I'm trying to think up a story though, involving mass violence, while having a story with a point.
- Obscure song reference: Grow my hair, I wanna be wanna be wanna be Jim Morrison.
- I wanted to do lots of people but didn't. You know who you are.

Back to blogging. Yashu was on the phone. Crazy bastard was smashed. He mouthed off at his neighbor's dog, and was drinking by himself. And as Alex keeps pointing out, drinking alone means alcoholism!

Ugh, I hate it when I open up a new window and forget what I was looking for.

EDIT! - Changed time

HAPPY NEW YEAR, YOU BASTARDS!

Yeah. I'm done today.
Listening to: Radiohead - Pablo Honey, The Bends, OK Computer, Kid A, Amnesiac, Hail To The Thief, I Might Be Wrong - Live Recordings, Live at Musiqueplus, B-Sides and Rarities. 9 and a half hours.