11.30.2003

Ever watch that music video for Karma Police? That song by Radiohead? It has a guy being chased by a car. He's running, and the car is moving behind him. The car nearly hits him, but backs away, revealing a gas leak. He sets the car on fire afterwards. It doesn't make much sense at first, but according to fans, it's supposed to show that what you do will catch up to you sooner or later.

Things are starting to catch up to me, and bit by bit I'm regretting things I've been doing in recent days.

I'm sorry. To everyone.
Sounds like a suicide note, eh?
You're reading this, thinking it's some sort of twisted suicide note to the people, but really, it's just an apology. An apology to the people I may have hurt lately. Either directly or inadvertently, I'm so sorry. Don't be surprised if slowly I start pulling myself from everyone, slowly detaching myself from the world.
I'm sorry for everything. Telling her this, leading her to that, eating all that chocolate fondue...
By the way, my depressing CD's up for grabs. I hate listening to it because I always feel like shit after hearing it.
Lazy readers start here
Basically, I realized I started a chain reaction of shit, and everything's started sucking.

Go visit some of those links to the left. I'm sure there's something out there worth reading.
God damn, Emma, can't you just keep your fucking opinion to yourself at least once? You don't realize that while sharing your opinion is nice, you could be hurting people in the process. Lesson learned: SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.
EDIT: I feel much better, thanks to You.

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