10:40PM, I'm up watching Showcase. American History X is on, and I'm making a point to watch it. People say to me how it's an amazing film, and I want to see if their claims are true. I hope so. So far the movie is... different from anything I've seen. I can't put it in words, but it's... I don't know. While talking to Jess, I realized why I'm watching it. I said: "It's kind of hard to watch when you realize it's things like this that happen in the world, and it's hard to see, yet interesting because it's such a taboo and foreign topic."