9.30.2003

So quiet around here.

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:(

9.29.2003

Debaser
You're one cool cookie. You love movies, especially obscure ones, and you talk about them all the time. Even if people don't understand what you are talking about, they stick around anyway because you're just so much fun to be around. You don't always stand out in a crowd, but you can often be identified by your cluster of groupies and fans. You're usually the one throwing all the good parties, too.

Which Pixies song are you?


And my second result:
Where is my Mind?
You're smart, shy, and often nonsensical. You have dreams of being famous, and you're quirky enough that you just might pull them off. Some would call you a genius, others would call you insane, but in reality you're pretty well-adjusted. Take a vacation once in a while- it'll help take your mind off of your troubles.
Which Pixies song are you?


Both work.
Wow, 3000.

...Well... shit.

9.25.2003

It's the last season of Friends and I can't remember how long it's been since it's started. By the way, today I'm trying to type with marginally good grammar. I'm practicing my typing, seeing how long I can go without presssing Backspace. Maybe, to prevent the use of it and enforce good typing, I should hook up electrodes to the key, and every time I press it I get a shock.

Nah. Everyone else using the computer wouldn't like that.

I like The Pixies a lot. 'Where Is My Mind?' is playing on repeat, and it's pretty much burned into my head. Not a bad thing though. I like other bands too a lot. Too many to name. Way too many.

When I talk I seem stoned. I've heard it a million times. It's not because I'm stoned, nor because I have speech impediments, but because I'm tired consistently. Either that, or whenever I talk, it's at moments where I'm out of it. Snickers Bars are good.

People seem mad today. I don't know why, but I wouldn't expect to, people stopped telling me things a long time ago, so I'm back to where I started. Back to the days where I just pick up on things myself and piece it together, instead of finding out from others.

This entire post has sent me into an emotionally crushed world of scat porn and rap music.

9.24.2003

I don't get it. How does a teacher expect a group of four to think up, write, and (partly) memorize an 8 minute presentation, in french, in less than a week? I ended up doing what I thought was a good presentation, but ended up getting a 60, and so did another in my group. The remaining two got 56. I don't get it, we all did well up there, looked at the audience and didn't just read off our papers. We spoke loud enough too!
Ergh. I don't get it. It's only the start of the year though. I have time to keep going.

9.21.2003

Some odd and funny posts I found while Meta Modding the Gamefaqs boards.
Board: Random Insanity | Topic: jackie chan is the modern times jesus

jesus was very capable in the shaolin arts, they left that part out of the bible.
plus he pile drived lions and beat up heathens with god-like powers...
plus he went around the world finding dragonballs and... umm... beat up mimes!
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we service our customers, not just their cars : local auto dealer

Reason for Moderation: Offensive
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Board: Life, the Universe, and Everything | Topic: Did you ever do anything REALLY nasty as a young kid? *OFFENSIVE*
i shat on a lawyers floor once THAT WILL TEACH HIM NOT TO BE A LAWYYER
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And i donot like to be grabbed by slimy fat guys! - Rikimaru Tenchu:WoH

Reason for Moderation: Censor Bypass
Removed James' text link, replaced with his banner at his request.

9.19.2003

Hm. Time to start saving money. Wish I had a job.
Well.

A day later and I'm tired and now bored. I'm barely called by anyone anymore. It kinda sucks I guess, considering a lot of my time consists of being on a computer and not talking too much in my house. I'd love to hear the phone ring RIGHT now and have it be for me.

Yeah. That would be cool.

9.18.2003

10:40PM, I'm up watching Showcase. American History X is on, and I'm making a point to watch it. People say to me how it's an amazing film, and I want to see if their claims are true. I hope so. So far the movie is... different from anything I've seen. I can't put it in words, but it's... I don't know. While talking to Jess, I realized why I'm watching it. I said: "It's kind of hard to watch when you realize it's things like this that happen in the world, and it's hard to see, yet interesting because it's such a taboo and foreign topic."

9.16.2003

"Closer"

you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god
you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything
help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell
help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else
I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god

through every forest, above the trees
within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
you are the reason I stay alive

9.08.2003

I'm going iInhsaatneeyou
If you have half an idea of who I am or have talked to me, you'll have a vague idea of why I'm going mad.

9.02.2003

First day of school today, wasn't so bad. My old homeroom got split up and spread across the school, so I'm with a new group. Yeah, that's pretty cool. I got my schedule, and everything looks right. First classes tomorrow.
-Computer Graphics Arts
-Modern Social Issues (pretty much Moral Ed.)
-English
-Math

Hope everything turns out okay. And I hope I remember my math stuff. My skills and whatnot.