Today was really tiring.
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.

I feel so out of it. With all that sleep... I think I'm losing my mind!

Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website.

I want to tell the world to get fucked.

I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.

I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.

CRAAAAAAAWWWWLLLLIINNGGG INN MMMYYYY SKKIIIINNNNNN!

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.

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I still don't like this new blogger layout thing. Whenever I post HTML coding inside this post without using those button things, it all screws up and I have to fix it.
 
Anyways, I was up till 4:30 AM last night watching Bringing Out The Dead, this relatively unknown Scorcese/Nic Cage flick. It was worth it, but I feel seriously tired now. Don't even get me started on the logic behind staying up to see it. I've heard enough of that already.
 
I have to go get more tickets to Fantasia, there's some other movies I have to see, namely cheesy Asian Cinema which I can't get enough of. And Red Vs. Blue.

• Sex Is Zero
• The Calamari Wrestler
• Red Vs. Blue

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After reading through the whole drama of the band troubles in the Screaming Portraits, all I can really say is

That's not nice though.

Oh well. I should consider sleeping soon.

Where the hell did all this new stuff come from? I don't post on Blogger for 1 week and then the entire posting layout changes!?
 
What the fuck?

Anyways, I'm currently posting at a better place than this, Rage. Go visit, the people there are worth double the time you waste here. I'm not saying it's a waste of time there though, don't take that the wrong way.
 
I haven't really bothered posting on here because of several things.

• No time. I've been busy.
• No willpower. I don't really want to.
• Well, it's just not fun anymore. I like posting at Rage, because I know for a fact that at least 2 people are reading what I write. Here... it feels pretty barren sometimes. The counters and numbers down there really don't mean anything. Most of the hits here come from random Google searches for "LUE" and "402" and my name. It's strange. But it's all true.

That's pretty much it. I hope this new Blogger design doesn't fuck up my ancient layout. This layout came straight from 2 years ago, back when Blogger had user submitted layout designed. I found this one and used it because it was so simple, yet conveniently designed. I haven't changed it because I never really wanted to. I made too many edits to let it go, and I just don't like the new designs they have, as well as the custom ones (not that I don't think they're working hard or whatever... they just don't "do it for me").

That ends that rant. Time to get some sleep.

In a world of couples, the single man strives to survive!

402 forever.

I woke up maybe 20 minutes ago, after falling asleep at around 2 AM. I am so messed up right now. I know I won't get back to sleep, but it really seems like a good alternative. I've gotta go and do something today.

"You’ll witness 30-second versions of The Shining and The Exorcist re-enacted by bunnies, an angry and violent penis and some cuddly animals whose daily adventures always end up in some of the most horrible death scenes captured on screen!"
That is why I enjoy going to Fantasia every year. Always something worth seeing.

And now a public service announcement from the Digital Void:

Join Rage!

Rage is a group blog that I've been a part of for quite a long time. I've met a lot of great people there, and learn a lot from them. Being a part of Rage is a great and fulfilling experience, and I think that you should seriously consider being a part of it. So don't be afraid! Join our ranks and have fun! And tell them Eric sent you. ;)

This has been a public service announcement from the Digital Void.
I tried, Sruti. I tried.

RAGE is back!

Yes, the group blog with heart is back and kicking ass. I've also added a temporary button on the bottom of the page. Go visit!

I need to get a buspass for this month. Fuck, how could I forget?

July is here, and with that, so is the Fantasia Film Festival. I've been going for a few years now, and (almost) every year, there's been at least one film that's really really impressed me, and really stood out. One year, it was the DTS remastered version of Akira, and the Escaflowne movie. The next year had a showing of Blood: The Last Vampire, which, for a really short movie, was really good. And along the way, later on, I saw the Cowboy Bebop movie the year they relocated to Concordia's auditorium. It was awesome seeing it on the big screen. This year, I'm hoping to see a bunch of campy monster movies, and definitely the screening of Red Vs. Blue: Blood Gulch Chronicles. It's showing at Fantasia this year, and it's a full length movie. I'm definitely surprised by that.

So... anyone interested in going to something with me?

I'm really close to becoming a part of Canada's workforce. I'm close to becoming a stock boy a local Chinese grocery store. Only half excited. I'm a little worried that, because of my youth and fairly average build, they'll think I'm strong enough to lift impossible things like a giant lead weight or a metal anvil to stop coyotes. Seriously though, I'm only doing it so I can help pay for the school trip next year, as well as being able to have cash on the side when I need it. I hope I don't regret it.

I have a baptism to attend tomorrow. It's for my niece. I'll be out all day. I'm honestly considering bringing my GBA to pass the time. But I'm her uncle. So I won't. Oh the morality of it all!

EDIT: New pics of me!
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Straight from CNN:

U.S. Army to send John Rambo to Iraq

Iraq has turned into a mess that only one person can handle: John Rambo. "We have contacted him and he is more than willing to go into Iraq," according to officials. Vietnam Veteran John Rambo was trained to do one thing: kill. John Rambo has informed that he will attempt to convince his good friends The Terminator and RoboCop to aid him in this. Universal Studios has already signed a contract for the movie version which will be released in 2006. After hearing this news The Predator left the studio for AVP and is currently hunting Osama bin Laden.

Stolen from LUE. 402 forever!