I overreacted earlier. I've gathered my thoughts and am working now.

God-Fucking-Dammit. I'm going to be up till fucking 2 in the morning again, because a certain someone didn't get off the computer when I fucking asked nicely. I'm sorry but I didn't recently hear that playing fucking Zuma was more important than me writing my GOD DAMN 20 MINUTE DEBATE! I'm going to fucking lose it, I swear. I have a kettle of water on the boil, and I'm making some french vanilla coffee to keep me up for the next while. I want to have this done tonight, and if it wasn't for a CERTAIN NAMELESS SOMEONE, i'd probably be done.

i want to break something right now, something large and preferably of glass or fragile wood. I'm gonna get my cd player and blast something to make myself feel better.

To whichever LHA people see this site:

Rock Show - $5
June 1st - 7PM
Go see it!

That's all the shameless whoring I do today.

"...if you're frightened of dying and... and you're holding on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth."

Edited the site a bit more, now there's a profile to the left!

It's 11:04 PM, and I don't really have much to do. So here's my current Winamp Playlist.

Nada Surf - Popular
Sparklehorse w/Thom Yorke - Wish You Were Here
Violent Femmes - Add It Up
PJ Harvey - Down by the Water
UNKLE (with Radiohead) - Rabbit in Your Headlights
Chris Isaak - Wicked Game
The Cardigans - Lovefool
UNKLE - Bloodstain
Garbage - Only Happy When It Rains
UNKLE - Chaos
PJ Harvey w/Thom Yorke - This Mess We're In
Nada Surf - Inside of love
Radiohead - Talk Show Host
Cardigans - My Favourite Game
Sloan - The Other Man

Very alternative. The list is short right now, but I don't intend to listen to it completely. A lot of those songs are slower paced/mellow/not too loud too, and I intend to make another CD with this list. Any suggestions?

As for my day, it was great. I got out of the house and spent my time with Alex looking at stuff. She and I spent our time looking at candy, jewelery, clothes, and the kajillion dogs up and down the street, as well as all the fun and interesting people of the area. When I got home, I... FURIOUSLY MASTURBATED! Joking! Made you look! :p
...don't remember what I did. I think I slept or something, because I'm not tired now. And I practiced playing my guitar, while studying presentations and thinking about the last few days of school.
Damn that school.
What a year it's been! I've seen at least 6 relationships build up and then fall to shit, I've liked many many people but never acted on those feelings (stupid me), and I've lost a lot of sleep. I met so many new people, yet I know all their names, and to top it off, for my part in the play, I jumped off stage screaming.
PEEEEEEEEETEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
What a year.

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MADE YOU LOOK! Haha!

Edited the links section, removed inactive links, changed a few. yeah.
Listen to the Pixies, UNKLE, My Bloody Valentine and PJ Harvey.

On a lighter note, a bunch of girls, throughout the day, were commenting on my pleasant smell.

Thanks.

I'm at school again.

I've always kind of wished for a hot neighbor, if not just someone my age as a neighbor. Like, someone I can talk to and stuff. I feel pretty lonely around my area...

HIJACK'D!

I'm not Eric, I am Alex. Well...I am now, except sometimes I'm not. Sometimes I am kinky the frogg. Yes. None of this is relevant; at all. Why are you all here? I can't spell. Chances are, you all know me. If you don't, Salutations. come visit me. I love you all. I've never even met you. Except for the ones I have. Like Daniel, and Eric, and Sruti, if she visits. Smiegel or Golum...who would win in the Ultimate Bitch-Fight Cage Battle? I'll tell you. Trogdor. He'd burninate it. Or the Bretheren of Stee-el. They'd hack Trogdor's balls with thier axes of fire. I wasted all of Eric's nd your's time! *love and kisses*

RE-TAKEN CONTROL'D!

As I was trying to say, before I was rudely interrupted, it's pretty lonely around my area. The only others my age on my street are:
- The most narcissistic asshole I've ever met, coincidentally from my Elementary school.
- A girl living with her grandmother, both VERY religious and not showing anything outside of their hands and face. (Also known as: The Amish.)
- People that look my age, but are really 18-20.

It sucks. Some people recently moved into my area (which, in itself, is a big surprise. Fights between neighbors, domestic violence, and stray animals are rampant), and I'm wondering if they're worth introducing myself to. I doubt it though. Oh well... back to St. Laurent, Pierrefonds, and the other parts of Montreal.

Life isn't all about power chords. Go and learn yourself some theory.

Happy birthday to me!

Thanks to everyone for everything!

TOMORROW! FUCKING YEAH!

May 13.

Man, you know what's the absolute worst? Lemme tell you.
I was sitting on the crapper minding my business, when my nose starts bleeding profusely. I sopped up the blood with the nearby kleenex, but as I did that, I sneezed twice. And you know, like, when you sneeze or blow your nose hard enough, you can feel it in your eyes? Like, through the tears? Well I fucking saw it. The outer edges of my right eye were a darker twinge of red than my left eye. Yeah.
After a few mintues, I got my shit straight (no pun intended), and then cleaned up and left.
It was horrible.

FUCKING YEAH!

The play was absolutely awesome. We all put on a great show, put our all into the 2 hour show, and did great. I can only hope next year will be just as good. More tomorrow morning, if I'm awake enough to do it.

Oasis frontman Liam Gallagher gets his ass kicked by "computer geeks"

I'm listening to My Bloody Valentine's last album, Loveless. It's so trippy. A shame no one's heard of them though, I think they're great. I've gone back to listening to Radiohead and Sonic Youth. You could say I'm going back to all the weird shit I used to listen to to mellow out.
Anyways. My day was alright for the most part. I just got kind of mad that Matt Gronau and I weren't recognized for our work at the Robotics competition, Matt especially. He had stayed long hours in school with Louie (who got an award for it), working, welding, and driving the thing until it was done. It's over and done now... so the rant is kind of pointless.
I've been looking through old stories I had written, and I found a ton of old unfinished stuff between me and James. If it wasn't for real life, I'd try to continue writing. I'd love to start up the stuff we've done before. Especially because it's been close to a year since we've written anything, and our writing skills are probably a lot more advanced than before.

My arm hurts more than a hooker with metal teeth. I don't mean braces, I mean, teeth that are metal. I got a vaccination yesterday for Pertussis and stuff (DpT), and must've been feeling the sideeffects today. My arm hurt like a bitch. I felt really down today. Going home, I actually listened to Street Spirit. I haven't been talking much online or whatever. I hope the sugar/adrenaline/something kicks in because I have two shows to do tomorrow. I'll be fine. It's also kinda my fault my arm still hurts. I played my guitar when I got home. Feeling kinda stupid in the funny way now.

At least I'm not being angsty.

...

Ah, why not.

CRAWLING IN MY SKIIIIINNNNN!!!! THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEAAAALLLL!!!!

Working with Photoshop.
I'm straight, Lezina!

In Computer class, saw Romeo and Juliet in our school auditorium. It was great, I really liked their adaptation/translation of the play to fairly modern day settings.

I'm really hungry, I'm gonna eat my sandwich later, like soon.

yeah.

oh i forgot to mention. I saw Rufio and Senses Fail two weeks ago. I liked Senses Fail

It got humid in my house, and fast.

Mallrats is on IFC, and I rented Lost in Translation and Pulp Fiction on DVD. It should keep me busy this weekend.

I've gotta take it easy this weekend. Monday and Tuesday I've got rehearsal, Thursday is a dress rehearsal in front of Elementary students, and then that night is the first show. Friday is the last show, and yeah.

This heat's getting to me. I'm probably gonna snap and yell at people tonight.