6.06.2003

ERIC REVEALS ALL!



I decided to go along with it, decided I've got nothing to lose. And, well, it doesn't exactly matter anymore to me if I do. It's the end of the school year, and I've got two months of nothing. Anyways, the index of things this year.
Crushes this year (The main ones, not the little ones)
An asterisk (*) indicates a crush I still have. Now, in no particular order:
Alex P. *
Julie L.
Angela G. *
Rian G.*
Jess S.J. *(<-sorta) (not in LHA)
Angela M. *
Melissa Y.
Shannon M.
James J.M.*(heheheh) (not in LHA)

Things I...:
...regret: Being a jerk to some, going over the edge of weirdness (as in, it ain't funny anymore), putting off work till the last minute, not memorizing my french presentations (or any for that matter), looking at Eli and Rebecca kiss full-on mouth.
...don't regret: Going nuts in art class (kicking down a chair and yelling 'FUCK!'. Classic moment.), working my hardest at that very last minute, burning all those CDs for Alex, buying that unbelievably kickass Punisher TPB, posting this list.
...want to remember: All those times where my close friends were there for me, and when I was there for them. All those hugs I gave. All those perfectly timed quips and sayings that we all said exactly when needed ('CHEESE IT!', 'How strangely erotic.', 'Aww, someone need a hug?', 'IMMAFUCKYOUUP!').
...want to forget: When Mr. D. said I might've failed the History exam with a 9 on 40. Turns out it wasn't me. He really shouldn't have told me in the first place. Oh, and the 5 math teachers in the first two terms, and how I failed the January Math Exam with a 58%.

Total hugs given this year: Somewhere in the hundreds.
Total hugs given last year: Not so many.

Number of people who owed me money: 8.
Number of people who owe me money now: 8. 7. 5. 3. 2. No names, you know who you are.

Number of pens lost: 12. Half of that was from people who forgot they borrowed from me, half was from my pencil case which I lost.
Number of looseleaf sheets used: Probably somewhere in the thousands.
Number of looseleaf sheets given to others: Somewhere in the hundreds.

Number of times I slept in school: About 28.
Times I was scared to sleep, for fear of being yelled at/killed: 6.

Nights spent sleeping really late on a count of homework: Nearly all in the past year.

Number of relationships that didn't exactly work: 2.

Number of times I swore: At least 5 times per day since the start of the school year.

Number of goodbyes I didn't say today: Too many. ;_;

There will be more when I think of some others.

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