6.21.2002

Friday has lost it's charm. When in school, friday was the day I'd always wait for because it's the weekend. But now, with summer vacation, Friday is just another boring weekday. [sigh] Well.... I was messing around in MSpaint, and I'm making.. well... anything. Hm... there really is nothing to do anymore... no reason to push ahead, not for another two months. Everything is in a standstill, waiting to be interuptted. It's all too quiet now. The only sounds I hear are the music that I play, and the sounds of everyday. I don't hear my friend's voices, or the sound of the chalk on the board that I've gotten much too used to. No sounds of the bus and metro to and from school. I never thought I would see the day where I actually missed being in school. The only ways nowadays to contact friends are online and by phone. Nowhere close to being face to face with them... I need to be out there! I want to do something, but I can't think of anything to do.... this feeling of boredom, I have this gut feeling it'll lead to depression.
well for the 4 people actually reading this.... stay frosty.

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