I hope nobody'll be too disappointed when I say I had a change of heart.

I was talking to a friend of mine earlier about girls we had an interest in. We both came to the same conclusion: we both felt there was a connection, but didn't wanna take a chance for one reason or another.

Then I started thinking about all the single guys I know, myself included. Most all of them have some sort of interest in a girl, but we're all a little afraid to take that chance. Why is that? I mean... what is there to lose? Like I told this friend of mine, we only stand to lose face for a little while, and you know, look a bit like an idiot, but it's only for a little while.

A little while = not long, last I checked.

So why is it really, that guys can't take the extra steps forward?

Personally, I... don't really have a reason not to. I guess it's the fear of how her friends would all freak out or whatever. But she's awesome. I mean fuck, she knows who Starsailor are. NOBODY knows Starsailor.

*sigh* Girls...

The touching story of a love that could never be.

Brokeback To The Future, from the producers who brought you Brokeback Mountain.

How do you properly tell someone their work sucks? I'm reading through some of these articles that I've gotten for the school paper, and in all honesty, some of them really really really suck.

I won't name names, but some people working on the paper could really do themselves a paper if they just stopped writing completely.

EDIT: Jems pointed it out, and I didn't notice it at all. It must be the lack of sleep or something, but ... well, just look above. "do themselves a paper." It should be "do themselves a favour"... but I don't want to change it.

What the fuck?
All I'm gonna say is... 0_o

The Valentine's Day LHA Radio Playlist:


Bitter. Angry. Loving it.

Oh shit! It's 11PM and I haven't started my laundry. Or the school newspaper.

I'm boned! All nighter tonight! My mom doesn't know it, but the reason I drank that horrible instant coffee was because I knew I'd be up late.

I hate instant coffee, but so does everyone else in my house, 'cept my grandma.

motherfucker i didn't know private school tuition was THAT pricey. $12000!
oh well i think i still have enough for wtv.

Check out this short article on Google HQ's snackroom. It's completely free for employees.
http://www.valleywag.com/tech/google/google-snack-rooms-152676.php
I wish I worked for Google.

When I finish all my work early in Computer class I end up so bored. I've spent the last hour reading about Jim Henson and the Muppets. I am so -- BORED.

I'd leave the class and wander but ehhh that won't get me anywhere fast. I love doing voices. I just read a comic in Cookie Monster's voice. It's fun!

I think I'm going to sleep off the rest of the night.

But before I leave, lemme tell you about my Economics project.

My economics project is meant to help us understand budgeting and such. We're all given scenarios and have to work according to what's given. In mine, I'm "married" to Robyn, and we have one child, an 8 year old boy named Elliott (yes, that was mutually chosen). We both make around ~$2500 per year, and in total the both of us earn ~$58000 or so. The catch is that Elliott has to go to a private school. That's not so bad though. Tuition isn't that expensive.

Anyways, Robyn's out on the school's ski trip, so I'm debating whether or not to start working on it or not. I think I'll try to find housing while she's gone, then show her what I've got. Hopefully this'll all work out. I wanna prove the naysayers wrong, everyone that's telling me to watch out. Hahaha.

I'm out.
Maybe friday I can get tickets to the dance, and I'll take youu... oooo-oooo.